Rocker, Musician or Conductor???

For a period of time, I kind of struggled with something call "identity" 'coz people around me, rather ppl workin with me, question my ability, my direction bla bla bla. It's time for me to say something after 5 long silent years... What am I? I AM SOMEONE WHO LOVES MUSIC TOO MUCH TO STUDY JUST ONE FORM OF IT. Rock is my religion... To me it's more than just music... Jesus Christ is my Saviour(no doubt about it)... Being a conductor allows me to get 100% carried away by music during a performace(i enjoy every single moment of that indulgence)... That feeling is still the motivation for me to do my best in managing a band... connecting with the players... No rules , No limit in terms of score analysis was my only rule... My objective everytime I receive a set of music scores? To feel the composer's feeling, understand the message hidden in it... That's my belief...To all the "conductors" out there, you can always disagree with me (and i know you will) 'coz it doesn't really matter isn't it?

Being a rocker... YES! I play rock riffs, solo better than most guitarists around me... but that DOESN'T make me a ROCKER! At this point of time, I will like to honor a buddy of mine whose name is Caesar... You wanna talk about being a ROCKER? Don't say it until you've met him... He's no Rock guitar player or anything of that sort... but he truly is living a Rock N' Roll life... And ALL THE DRINK CLUB MEMBERS SAY.... YES! By the way, if there are any "higher class" musicians out there who think that those rockers worth nothing in a music conservatory just b'coz of who they are and what they do in the "commercialised" music industry ... Go think about this....Weren't Beethoven, Mozart and Bach the music producers of their time? If Compact Disc and Pro Tools were already invented then... would they do the same as what the "higher" class musicians of today are doing? They wrote music for operas and musical during that era...that to me is obviously a movie OST at that time...HALOOOO???!!!

To those who embrace all forms of music, i SALUTE you...To those who stay TRUE to one form...I RESPECT you... To those who love music,whether or not you are a musician, I LOVE you....But to those who believe that the music you think you know is far more superior or artistic than the rest ,so much so that you can create your own social discrimination here... F@*K YOU!